New year...new beginnings...new post

This is my first post since 2006.

It has indeed been a while since I have felt the urge to write...or have the time....to write

I am lost....for the 1st time in life....

My life till date has always been filled with purpose and direction. I have always known what I want to do and I will go all out to achieve them.

I never say "no" to myself or to others. I persevere....

Right now, however, I have no such answers for myself. I am contemplating.....

Contemplating.....what next to do...

Until I have fully thought though what I want to do and what goals I shall set, I am shackled to my inner thoughts...

I am bogged down by my thoughts....unable to start moving....